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Wondering who Sable is? Vote to see a sketch of her!

I made a new filty piece of porn wallpaper. It's november which mean pretty fireworks in England. And to cheer you all up about the Tom/Alex break up, it's Tom and Alex having a go at making some fireworks.

Tab's plans:

Saturday:

Get to london
James' Birthaday meal
8:30 Avenue Q showing.
In Hotel with Jack and Liz

Sunday:

Natural History museum through the day
Back to the hotel to change
7:00 COSPLAY BALL YEAH

Monday

Whatever people are up for in london
3:00 Doctors Appointment


RIGHT

Now we need to sort out avenue Q tickets. If we can do a group booking that would be a good idea as it's possibly cheaper and we'd get to sit together. So if you're definately going and have the money to pay now, say so and we can sort it out.

The cheap seats are about £20 which judging on the financial state of most of us is where we'll be going. Those of you who aren't sure at the moment about going or can't pay until the actual day, still come with us as you can pay in the box office. That way you can then sit together even if you don't get to sit with all of us.

Sense make y/n?

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No Tom, it's not the answer to everything. You Cock.

Enjoy the page folks, I stayed up late for it because I refused to sleep before it was done.

The one thing that I've found hardest to deal with in my transition has been that while being a guy is the most comfortable for me, when I'm male I don't feel attractive.

I just went to a party where there were lots of women in stockings and corsets and it kind of made me envious. Because I used to be able to wear them and I looked really good in them, even if I didn't like it that much due to the female-ness of everything.

I was there in just trousers and a shirt so I felt like such a plain thing compared to what I used to wear to that kind of event. Before I would have turned heads, now I'm just a small guy who doesn't even look like a guy yet.

I'm not really looking for pick-me-up "You're attractive!" replies, just maybe some opinions on what makes guys attractive/sexy. Maybe some clothing advice if anyone has it (though please keep in mind most goth/fetish stuff would just make me look like a girl).

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Pages like this make me happy because then all the angst I've had cooped up inside of me is finally free. So therapeutic!

At minami Timber Matt and Christian are doing a skit, which means this year I am whoring my ass out to the masses for skits and costumes.

I currently have Seigfried and Ed from FMA ready to wear, and I guess I could just turn up and be like "I am Seigfried, ya?" but I prefer working with other people. If anyone has a skit which either of those two could be needed for, or are working on a costume from the series that you'd like to do with me, please let me know.

If anyone also has a good skit that needs another person I'm happy to join in. I just need a fair bit of notice for making the costume. If it's a secret skit (as most are) just email me at Tab@khaoskostumes.com . You have my word that no secrets shall be spilled to the masses!

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I like how I can be a bit messier with this comic. Also, today has pierre in it, who is totally awesome. I need to draw more with him in.

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Choo Choo, who has their tickets ready to hop aboard the angst train that's just about to come HURTLING through the comic?

I know I have.

I'm back from RBW and Expo now and am very tired. I'll update more on them later, but now I'm going to rant a bit about something on my mind.

Me and Matt are looking for a third partner. We started looking summer last year, and while there have been some possibles here and there, we still haven't found one. The best we had was one date back in november last year, which then went no where.

We're looking for a female, around our age. Sounds easy, but they have to be someone we both like, and they have to like both of us too.

I always get down about this after cons because I think a bit of me hopes that we'll meet someone and when we don't the disappointment kicks in.

I can't figure out what we're doing wrong, because there must be someone out there for us, but we never seem to be able to find them. I worry that me being trans puts a lot of women off, or that maybe because we're known as being together they assume we're not looking and so don't show that they're interested.

If anyone has advice on the matter that would be appreciated, especially if they're someone who's managed a poly relationship that's so illusive to us.